Saturday, December 17, 2005

n ob ela

noblea join da club


ngumiti kahit na napipilitan
kahit pa sinasadya
mo akong masaktan paminsan-minsan
kahit sandali na lang
tulad mo ba akong nahihirapan
dahil naiisip ka
di ko na kaya pang kalimutan
bawat sandali na lang

at aalis magbabalik
at uulitin sa muli
mamahalin ka sambitin
kahit muli masaktan
sa pag-alis
ako'y magbabalik
sana naman

sa isang marikit na alaala
pangitaing kay ganda
sana ngay pagbigyan
na ng tadhana
bawat sandali na lang
sumabay sa biglang pagkabahala
lumabis sa pananadya
tunay na pagsilan alintana
bawat sandali na lang


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Beautiful Velcro


Beautiful eyes...you seem unreal. you seem too perfect for me.
Beautiful mind, you are so real....you make my senses feel.

You came into my life you took me by surprise
When i was so used to being alone.

But i am so sure that you're the only cure...for this restless heart!

Be mine today... i'm yours forever!
And come what may... we'll have each other!

Beautiful shape.. non can compare. no one can help but stare.
Beautiful shape...intimidating...you leave me yearning for your embrace...

You make my dreams come true...i'd do anything for you! i want to be there by your side...

I need you that's a fact..i will go to hell and back...if that's what it takes to tame your heart!

You're beautiful in every way...you're beautiful...everyday!!
You're beautiful. .so beautiful. .beautiful

Friday, November 25, 2005

basahin mo sana



...pero totoo 'to


Mahal kita pero di mo lang alam


Hindi
mo alam kasi hindi mo naman ako tinitignan



Ayaw
mo naman itanong sakin kasi baka nga naman hindi naman ikaw



At
hindi ko rin naman sayo sasabihin kasi ayoko pa sa ngayon na manligaw



Mahal
kita pero hindi nga lang halata



Hindi
halata kasi wala naman akong ginagawa



Hindi
ako kumikibo hindi ako nagsasalita WALA



Pero
hindi ako TORPE



Hindi
ko lang talaga masabi sayo ng harapan



Mahal
kita pero dehins mo pa rin ramdam



Hindi
mo ko titignan di rin kita titgnan



Lagi
mo lang akong pakikiramdaman lagi rin kitang pakikiramdaman



At
araw araw tayong magdededmahan



Hanggang
sa tayo ay magkabistuhan



Pero
ngayong malapit nang matapos ang kanta ko



Nais
kong magkaalaman na



Nais
kong ako na rin ang magsabi sayo ng harapan



Kasi
alam kong doon din naman ang tuloy nyan



At
dalawa din lang naman ang posibleng sagot dyan oo o hindi



Kaya
eto na sasabihin ko na para matapos na



At
hindi na magka-tsismisan pa



Sasabihin
ko na para wala nang problema



At
para hindi na rin kayong lahat nabibitin pa....


mahal kita pero mo lang alam...matagal na.





Wednesday, November 9, 2005

...

Ngayong gabi- Brownman revival


Maari ba kita
Ilabas ngayong gabi
Kay tagal ko na’ng pinangarap
Makasama ka, kahit sandali

O puede mo pa ba
Pagbigyan ngayong gabi
Pilit ko man ‘di ipakita
Halatang matagal na ako sa’yo naakit

Hiwaga ng iyong ganda
Lagi kong pinipinta
Tuwing ako’y natutulala
Tuwing ako’y nag-iisa

Pilitin ko man limutin
Lalo lang umiigting
Ang hiyaw ng aking damdamin
Na ikaw ay makapiling

Sikat ka na pala
Nakita kita sa tv
Tatanggapin mo pa kaya
Ang paanyaya sa’yo ngayong gabi

Sa may ‘di kalayuan
Magkayakap ng mahigpit
Nais ko sana ipadama
Ang init at tamis ng aking mga halik

Ngayong gabi
Ngayong gabi
Puede ba kahit na sandali

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

post retreat



im happy im home after a very long weekend of silence. 5 days of no
talking, no eye contact no voice heard at all. mahirap pero masaya and
i got to reflect on various things in life that you wouldn't really
reflect on when you're at hope being pre-occupied and all. there, it
seems that the day is never-ending and all the things you do each and
every single day is routinary and you just can't stop and think that
all you got to do is "kain-tulog-dasal-kain-tulog"  every single
day. even if you have a room mate, you are not allowed to talk to him.
pero, masaya coz, you really get to know God more better and it helps
you to stengthen your spiritual growth.



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this just came to my mind during the retreat





                   repeat no.



       you are there sitting silently on the bench

       and i stare at you intentionally

       looking at your angelic eyes that somehow speaks what you have in mind



       its hard to explain how i feel whenever you are near

       like christmas day on new year's eve

       like stars on a sunny june afternoon

       that's how i feel 'bout you



       you're priceless like a red jewel

       you're perfect like a dream come true

       why cant the world be a little bit more like you



       there's space for waiting, a time for longing

       and im just here to wait for you

       coz' time is nothing compared to you



       and you're a piece of heaven on earth

       that no one could ever turn their back to.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

finals

salamat at tapos na ang exams and at least i can rest with the help of benadryl.

naisip ko lang sa sobrang pinaghirapan ko ung sem tas the juice is woth
the squeeze pero di naman lumabas ung juice kahit na squeeze ako nang
squeeze. parang ayaw talagang lumabas eh. i cant blame anyone kasi ako
ung gumagawa ng ginagawa ko eh, tama ba? pero kahit ano mang juice yan
orange, straberi o bluberi, masarap pa rin kasi ako yung nag skwis.



btw, i really see things coming into shape and im glad that each step
is like a puzzle that fits into a particular place. im tyaking each
step slowly and maybe i can reach the peak at the right time. im not
assuming something that isnt but im glad that its working.